the intuitive chilli
What does it mean to live more intuitively?
I started to ask what it might mean to feel more connected.
To my own inner wisdom and intuition.
To the changing seasons and the different energy they bring.
Could I align myself better to this and would it help in coping with having M.E.?
During the first coronavirus lockdown of 2020 I committed to learning the tarot, having had a deck, carefully wrapped in black silk, buried in a drawer and feeling inaccessible.
Once I started my daily practice I quickly realised that part of the inaccessibility was that I had the wrong deck. I needed something far more feminist and intersectional and I was thrilled to find the Modern Witch tarot drawn by Lisa Sterle.
My practice suddenly made sense and a different way of knowing tentatively opened up. Then something strange happened.
There is no such thing as coincidence, I read in Jini Reddy's fabulous book Wanderland.
That same night deep in a Google rabbit hole I found the exact book I needed about Wheel of the Year celebrations. It was by the same person that I had earlier encountered in Jini's book.
Since then, the next book I have needed in my journey of discovery has been put in my path at just the right time.
I was skeptical at first. Now I just accept it gratefully.
I'm now following some sort of emerging map to the future. Find out what happens next in the posts below